Friday, March 22, 2002
One of my favorite movies, Lola Rennt (Run Lola Run) was on Bravo this evening. Good stuff. I wasn't completely shot down when I asked about the possibility of using some of my money to go to Synthpop Goes the World. Interest in going is very strong, possibility still in doubt. I'm partially complete with 2 redesign ideas and I'm looking into a comment system to use with Blogger.And All That Could Have Been
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here
ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
gone fading everything
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happinees and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
Thursday, March 21, 2002
I added 3 songs to the list I made earlier.Apoptygma Berzerk - Until the End of the World
VNV Nation - Beloved (Radio Version)
Neuropa - Bound (Iris Mix)
And One - Sometimes
Mesh - Friends Like These
Depeche Mode - Freelove
Rammstein - Rein Raus
Gravity Kills - Personal Jesus
Iris - Annie, Would I Lie To You?
Wednesday, March 20, 2002
BabbleTuesday, March 19, 2002
I dont know why I wasn't aware of this sooner, but Stabbing Westward has disbanded. Damnit anyhow. Their last albulm was great. =(I sit alone contemplating
What is missing inside me
I desperately try to remember
A life that's not meant to be
I meditate
And try to recapture
Some sense of reality
In my life
But I look around
I see numb empty faces
The world is waiting to die
And this apathy
Is so suffocating
The slow decay of my mind
I've searched the world
For someone with answers
To questions that are plaguing me
I scream in vain
To anyone who'll listen
But everbody's watchin' TV
Is anyone alive?
Am I lost in a world
Where nothing matters?
Am I lost in a world
Where no one cares?
Is anyone alive?
Are we lost in a world
Where nothing matters?
Are we lost in a world
Where no one cares?
Is anyone alive?
Sunday, March 17, 2002
Physical threats have been tossed in my direction.
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