One of my favorite movies, Lola Rennt (Run Lola Run) was on Bravo this evening. Good stuff. I wasn't completely shot down when I asked about the possibility of using some of my money to go to Synthpop Goes the World. Interest in going is very strong, possibility still in doubt. I'm partially complete with 2 redesign ideas and I'm looking into a comment system to use with Blogger.


- posted by Destral at 11:15 PM

My computer is on its last legs. It needs to be formatted and redone. This website as well. The site just doesn't do it for me anymore. So much potentional left untapped. Its time to do something new. A new design will be coming...

And All That Could Have Been
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here

ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
gone fading everything
and all that could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happinees and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my nothing
you meant everything
everything to me



- posted by Destral at 12:29 PM

James is still a choad.
The Church of Euthanasia?


- posted by Destral at 8:53 AM

I added 3 songs to the list I made earlier.


- posted by Destral at 11:43 PM

Songs I've been listening to alot lately:
Apoptygma Berzerk - Until the End of the World
VNV Nation - Beloved (Radio Version)
Neuropa - Bound (Iris Mix)
And One - Sometimes
Mesh - Friends Like These
Depeche Mode - Freelove
Rammstein - Rein Raus
Gravity Kills - Personal Jesus
Iris - Annie, Would I Lie To You?


- posted by Destral at 1:39 PM

Babble

Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever moves
I swim around in circles
In the same old lifeless room
And talk about the mirror man
The whispers in my ear again
The hot and sticky pillow man
Is smothering my face again

Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever moves
And I run around hysterical
In dead persistent gloom
And babble out in simile
Like dog-head-monkey-music me
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
Shut up!!!
And let me breathe...


- posted by Destral at 8:03 PM

I dont know why I wasn't aware of this sooner, but Stabbing Westward has disbanded. Damnit anyhow. Their last albulm was great. =(

I sit alone contemplating
What is missing inside me
I desperately try to remember
A life that's not meant to be

I meditate
And try to recapture
Some sense of reality
In my life

But I look around
I see numb empty faces
The world is waiting to die

And this apathy
Is so suffocating
The slow decay of my mind
I've searched the world
For someone with answers
To questions that are plaguing me

I scream in vain
To anyone who'll listen
But everbody's watchin' TV

Is anyone alive?

Am I lost in a world
Where nothing matters?

Am I lost in a world
Where no one cares?

Is anyone alive?
Are we lost in a world
Where nothing matters?

Are we lost in a world
Where no one cares?

Is anyone alive?




- posted by Destral at 11:33 PM

Physical threats have been tossed in my direction.
James D. is coming down to Vegas for spring break.
The Redwings won again.
I'm still hotter then Chris.


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